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I feel very alone...

Fri Dec 4, 2009, 11:24 AM
Wow im just gonna say it, high school SUCKS.

Don't argue with me about it either because the only possible thing you might argue that High School didn't suck is that you " had alot of good times in high school." But then again, what was the whole friggin point? Was there anything REAL, anything that is worth the time we have in this vapor of a second that we call life?

I'll tell you why High School holds nothing for me, it's EMPTY.

High School is just a place where alot of pubescant individuals who think they understand everything get together to be ignorant of the world around them. They think that they know what love is, and as they play "house" together I stand unmoving in the rain and harsh weather waiting for the woman who I will one day love forever. I watch and cry as I see women pass by me everyday, looking very much like little girls playing dress-up, trying to be older than they really are. I see scared crapless little boys trying to be brave, strong Men, and in their desperate attempts to be accepted, they reject their own brothers and oppress the weak.

And here I sit and watch from my invisible corner of isolation, seperated from the rest only because my eyes are just half-opened and I have caught but a glimpse of the world around me, I grow sad.

They are too occupied in their empty conversations, to see the coming storm. I get up, dust off my jeans, and button my jacket as I walk away from the "normal life". And on my way to my truck, I hand an umbrella to a guy sitting on a bench, then continue on. He looks confused, he doesn't understand.

Hopefully...he will someday.

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Thousands of kids crying for help
  • Reading: the thoughts behind their eyes
  • Watching: confused kids try to understand life
  • Playing: somehow i dont feel like playing now...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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I hate: 1. twilight fangirls, 2. disney channel, 3. public restrooms, 4. high school, 5. any math higher than pre-algebra

I like: 1. women 2. food 3. sleeping 4. being a nerd

Hobbies: 1. video games 2. eating 3. running on top of buildings

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: somwhere... over the rainbow
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: could someone please post a comment below and tell me what deviantWEAR is?
  • Print preference: lazerjet?
  • Interests: anime, video games, nerd stuff
  • Favourite movie: Iron Man
  • Favourite band or musician: brother IZ, (God rest his soul...)
  • Favourite genre of music: good music...?
  • Favourite artist: austin palmer, and my close friend
  • Favourite poet or writer: if I knew one i would say
  • Favourite photographer: if I cared i would say
  • Favourite style of art: anything cool lookin
  • Operating System: PC
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano..but it's lost now...
  • Shell of choice: shell?
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything pimp
  • Skin of choice: again I have no idea what skin means...
  • Favourite game: Legend of Zelda; The Windwaker
  • Favourite gaming platform: nintendo wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tie between Peter Parker and Tony Stark
  • Personal Quote: Oxy clean cures everything!
  • Tools of the Trade: a pencil... and if i had money a palette

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Comments


:iconatticus-lock:
running on top of buildings? as in freerunning?
:iconduckinmyhair:
yup yup

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Use the power of Oxy-clean!!
:iconatticus-lock:
cool, tell me about it, where do you normaly train?
:iconduckinmyhair:
oh dude you get me all wrong, i did mean free running, but im not a regular trainer, if anything im just a wannabe who knows how to do three things:

1. how to wall climb
2. how to fall without killing myself
3. how to run really fast

im not an actual freerunner, i WISH that I was that awesome, but I havent actually done real training or learned anything. The most I ever do is run around this old abandoned school by my house.

But if you know anyone who DOES freerun, or kno any places i can go to actually learn more than my cheap amatuer tricks please let me know.

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Use the power of Oxy-clean!!
:iconatticus-lock:
[link] is a place you can go to online, what area are you in? I might know of a place if I have been through.

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